ShoutItOut!!

Suppressed feelingsss...

2011-11-11T21:00:00.003+08:00

I wan to dance
I wan to spar
And i wan to perform poomsae
I wan to be on stage
To perform and shine away

I've dreams
That i cant realised
I dowan to end up at 40yrs old
With things i did not manage to do

But i cant choose
And i can only dream

Dreams will always be dreams

(".)

I wan...

2011-07-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

...to move house like NOW!!!! )):

I dunno wad to do

2011-06-26T02:24:00.004+08:00

Its comin two years le.. N nw it seems like we're breakin apart.. I haf no idea wad to do to salvage things anymore.. Is dere still hope? Will putting in more effort change anything? Wad else can i do? Isit reali all my fault? Can i still believe in us? Wad is goin to happen nw? Wil things change or stay the same? Shud i gif it another shot? Or shud i get out nw while i still can? Can anyone tell mi wad shud i do? I feel like my heart's tearin apart.. N i juz wan to cry n cry n cry......

2010-04-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

i cried cuz i care n it hurts..
i managed to stop myself from crying today..
how? idk..

tuesday

2010-04-13T16:04:00.002+08:00

one week AL~~

sun was jannah's wedding.. rush down to meet angie they all aft aerobics training..
jannah was so pretty in her white wedding dress ((:
dinner was waraku jap.. yummz

yest stayed at home whole day.. supposed to do the audit thingy but damn.. didnt bring the stupid file home.. sian.. wasted the day.. cleared my room abit..

today.. woke up msg dar.. he replied sayin he's gonna book out n ask mi out..
aft tt we quarrelled over some stupid things n i stayed home while he went home.. fine wif mi.. ltr go training n enjoy myself den.. ass..

no appetite/mood to eat so my lunch's still beside mi nw.. nt nice to eat oso.. sian..

lovely sunday...

2009-09-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

today met cath to get my grading card den went sir's hse to pass him grading stuff..
my 1st dan grading's on 3oct.. cant wait! ((:
then i'll b black belt le ((:
bought snacks at cold storage den went home n online the whole day..
feels so nice to juz do wadever u feel like doin without a care for anything else..
onli thing bothering mi nw is my nose.. running n makin mi slpy >.<

last night was AH dinner n dance haha!
it kinda rocks actually..
wad do u expect fm a dnd of nurses n doctors n admin staffs n all?
seems boring? nope!! it was crazy wif all the performances n "costumes" haha! ((:
wif losta surprises too ;)
losta pictures in facebook (:

n i cut my hair! back to bangs again haha ((:
love my bangs (((:

darling u're in camp nw.. gona book out in 3days.. 3days wil come soooon ((:
cant wait to c u.. miss ya lots.. ((:

stay home tuesday (:

2009-08-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

today is day off.. n its a tuesday.. n there is NO TRAINING!! >.<
cuz its study break in sch.. suxx!!
tournament is nx week.. n i default silver..
as if default bronze wasn't enough.. nw its silver.. -.-''
now i gotto aim for Gold.. 1st time sia.. stress-ed!

baby boy's in camp.. he booked in on sun night.. missing him..
cant wait for him to book out again..
retard boy's in camp for ard 10days den out for ard 4 days..
10days of waiting is like hell..

yest night went for dinner @ seoul garden wif angie n gang..
n dere is onli mi angie jianning sabina n jeffery..
yea double n a half date! how nice.. >.<
didnt know the rest all not goin.. -.-
ok la i did enjoy time wif the two couples and the food is great haha!

tmr back to work -.-

((:

2009-07-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

There is now a "Him" in my life officially as of 22 July 2009 (: <3

updates!!

2009-07-16T02:57:00.003+08:00

like finally im blogging.. due to popular demands haha :p
everytime i blog, i've to check my blog to c where my last post ends haha..
goes to show hw long it has been since i last blog-ed..

so here goess!! ((:

national poomsae i got silver.. happy but okok..
congrats to everyone elses too for winning a medal (:
NYPTKD did well dis time round.. ((((: good job!!

pa-stf.. damn anticipating n all prepared to go..
BUUT!! postponed.. )))))))):
cuz of tt kid who got killed aft the junior tournament..
damn traumatizing i think.. shall not go into details here..
so awaiting for stf to announce when is pa-stf..
*prays hard for brown belt seniors to not b ban-ed fm kickin head*
NO!! i shall not pray!! cuz everytime i pray for smth lidat it wil turn out the other way round.. :x

work.. so far so good i guess.. abit of stumbling here n dere but still holding on strong ((:

sat n sun was my day off.. supposed to work mon to sat dis wk..
planned to take AL for xin bday on wed n thu..
buuut!! sun night.. red eye.. damn sian.. mon morn got worse so went to doc..
conjuntivitis.. 3days mc.. mon tue n wed.. called ward to ask for AL on thu..
granted.. im glad (:
fri go back work.. scare i'll forget alot of things.. such a long break..
but i dun think so la hor haha! :p

smth else.. but shall save it for nx time.. (:
so longg!! ((:

haiz...

2009-05-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

poomsae tournament in 2wks time omg!
today learn my pattern le...
2wks to perfect it.. 我行的! 加油加油加油!! ((:

today gona do poomsae for almost whole trg so i thot didnt tape knee nvm..
but!! 我错了...
when doin poomsae tt time can feel my knee wobble...
haiz... my knee 没有tape cmi le... )))):
gone case )):

updates!!

2009-05-28T23:19:00.002+08:00

club crawl: rocks my arse off! haha ((:

nyptkd orientation camp: it was a blast ((:

work: no comments

up next...

14june: national poomsae tournament
omg 2wks left onli shitt!!

5th july: tkd grading
goodluck ppl!!

11,12 july: PA-STF tournament
im aiming for smth dis time...
MEIQIN U CAN DO IT! yes i can ((: ~~scarescarescaredamnitshit...~~

15,16 aug: nationals tournament
lets c wad happens in PA-STF haha...

!@#$%(*&^%$#$%

2009-05-03T20:16:00.003+08:00

knn cb!
dis kinda thing oso wan quarrel wif mi.. nb!

it started off wif:
mi n kris @ dining table, stronger fan blowin @ us..
my mum n her mum @ sofa, weaker fan blowin @ them..
i finish eatin and go to the sofa, kris off stronger fan cuz she dun wan it..
i go n on stronger fan to blow @ us on the sofa...
kris shouts: u siao ar on the fan for wad one fan nt enough ar?
mi: i wan dis fan n i wil off the weaker fan can? u kp wad...
kris mum: (starts scolding mi for usin the word "kp")
i ignores... she goes on n on n on n got worse...
so i started to tel her to shut up n its my biz for usin kp she nt happy can dun listen
she: who tel u say in front of mi for mi to hear bla bla bla bla bla (non-stop)
i ignores... she stops... and cont again!
mi: u enough not?
kris: ur can shut up ma?
mi@kris: u diam ok.. u start one lo!
she kept quiet while her mum cont bla-ing on
mi: u enough alrdy hor shut up liao k..
her: u think i like to scold u bla bla
mi: dun like dun scold n shut up la!
her: (starts to cry) [duno wad wad] i gt alot of prob always ok [smth smth]
mi: (urge to scream profanities) u think onli u gt prob ar?
den i goes off to wash my plates
my mum joins in... so she n my mum rattles on abt duno wad wad wad..
i scream "SHUT UP!" at the top of my voice fm the kitchen..
(finish washin plates n goes to living rm) mi cont screaming @ the two women: CAN UR SHUT UP NT? NOT ENOUGH ISIT? (in tears alrdy...)
kris@mi: u dun siao can?
i turn to her: U DIAM LA!
her mum: i oso nt so loud u so loud for wad?
mi: I HAPPY CAN?!
my mum: shh shh keep quiet alrdy......
her mum: (smth smth) ltr whole blk hear u
mi: THEY HEAR THEIR PROB LA.. THEIR EAR BELONGS TO THEM MY MOUTH BELONGS TO MI WAD..
her: (smth smth) scream somemore ltr u sore throat den u noe
mi: I SORE THROAT MY PROB I HAPPY WAD!
dis cont for several mins n finally stops..

my guess is they stops cuz the two women dun wan the whole world to hear mi.
but i dun care.

dis 2 weeks...

2009-04-19T16:23:00.002+08:00

dis 2 weeks had pass in a flash..
been so busy with work and tkd...
almost all my free time is spent slping..
but im still not getting enough slp...

club crawl is coming wed n thu..
now is busy practicing...
almost everyday we're training...
lets hope all goes well (:

being busy is good.. leaves mi no time to think abt other matters...
im cool.

wth

2009-04-12T22:20:00.003+08:00

wth is wrong wif my life?
juz when im able to save up a considerable amt, everything is gone again...
when wil i be able to use my savings for wad its intended for..?
its juz so unfair..
even before receiving my 1st pay, i alrdy dun think its enough...
im so sick of dis life...
这种吃不饱饿不死的日子几时才会过? n im nt literally talkin abt onli food...
i miss my old carefree life.....
im losing interest in things.. i dun feel like doin anything...

2009-04-06T19:53:00.006+08:00

a damn nice song...
playin on my blog nw...

理想情人 (Ideal Lover)by Rainie Yang
穿上洋装看著手表时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会来临了
金色的阳光洒满人行道换了新脣膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信
找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生增加我戏份
我想问
亲爱的你把感情升等朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等
听著那时针滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头

well, i've deleted him alrdy...
msn, hotmail, facebook, hp, all his smses n even frienster...
but i still cant forget him...
at least not yet... i'll c how it goes ba...

new chapter of MY life

2009-04-06T19:23:00.004+08:00

decided to keep dis blog cuz
1. i like the blog name
2. i've created the new blog but still like dis skin better...
so yea...

today 1st day of work... almost died.. fm boredom, mispronounciation, crawling time...
tmr wil b a better day... we will b lost sheeps no more (:

last post..

2009-04-05T21:42:00.002+08:00

dis shall b my last post in here... wil b movin to a new blog soon...

i've asked someone dis before, "r u touch by mi or do u reali like mi?"
nw i regretted nt askin myself dis when we first get tgt...
im sry tim...

i still think of tt someone every now n den...
the periodically bumping into him made my brain dug up memories...
do i still like him?
tt i do not noe n i dun think i intend to find out...
perhaps the onli way to forget him completely is to delete him fm my life...
facebook,friendster,msn n mayb even fm my hp...
i thot time will mend everything without mi doing anything.. but... i guess.. 我错了...

爱和被爱, 谁能告诉我哪一样才是真正的幸福呢?

in a whirl...

2009-04-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

m i goin to b doing the right thing?
my mind's so screwed up right now...
i duno if im still clear abt wad i wan...

work's starting in a few day's time,
n i still have things unsettled...
its weighing mi down n keeping mi awake at night...
i hate dis feeling...
n i noe its my fault for procrastinating...
its reali a habit i gotto kick!
f*** procrastination.

im back..

2009-03-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

woo hoo!! im finally back to bloggin aft so long n so much.... (:

PRCP ended (: results out.. got B+.. satisfied (:
geron ward 3 postin got C+.. hai hao lo...

ntu open aka TOC over too..
i fell sick n lost weight so went into fin cath instead...
thot dis time so gd wont meet my oppo fm nationals..
but who noes.. female brown fin-fly combined..
met her in 1st bout again...
lose again.. but dis time 3-1.. i've improved n learn more.. ((:

nyptkd oso undergo huge changes...
firstly was sir steven tan fm liangseng,
den sir leon fm (dis club i've trouble wif the name)
n finally, sir brian peh aka bygon and mdm poh ling fm Raiders
these two r our head coach n assitant head coach..
they're god-sent fm heaven...
finally we no longer leave in the lurch..
finally we belong somewhere..
finally we do not haf to worry who's taking class..
finally we haf no worries over who's coachin for for tournament ((:

6th apr goto report for work @ AH alrdy... bt till den duno which ward i'll b @..
haiz... reali hope to go back to ward 13..

i guess tts all for now.. more updates soon.........

Massive Updates!!

2008-09-02T12:45:00.007+08:00

35th National Taekwondo Championships
Female Senior Brown Belt Fly Bronze

yup tts wad i've got...
bt i bi-bout (default bronze) haha!
lost 5-0 (:
my opponent is the Gold medalist so,
i lost to a Gold Medalist sia... haha!

yes tournament is finally over...
relieved (:
though i've lost bt i've gain alot alot from dis tournament...

detailsss now.....

initially...
when i 1st know i bi-bout, i was so upset cuz it wuld means tt if i lost, i'll still haf to go up to receive my not-so-well-deserved bronze medal... n i dun like tt feeling...
however, i dun think i can win...

sir and my three seniors...
these 4 ppl haf been training mi and training wif mi this past mth and im glad for them...

mi: sir i wan join nationals (:
sir: *stare @ mi* u sure u wan join?
hanwei: u shudnt join cuz u're not ready
weiting n regina: *stares*
mi: ya i wan try (:
sir: ok u wan join muz train ok... trainin v tough one u noe?
mi: i know tough haha...

and so, we began...

training...
mon, fri, sat physical hell...
ran ard the neighbourhood den kick n kick n kick n wads not...
(tue train @ sch)

one fri, i literately ran til i hyperventilated n cried...
hanwei: fuck u! u're not strong enough... breath! dun pant! u're WEAK! i wont pity u juz cuz u cry... slowly breath out! deep slow breath...
yup tts wad he said/scolded...
though he didnt sound nice @ all, bt i feel tt he's supportin mi in his very own words...
tts how my senior talk (:

juz the fri before my tournament, i cried again...
dis time out of frustration...
the seniors wan mi do light contact and wan mi b fast...
bt i cant!
i cant kick lightly and quickly...
quickly wuld mean kicking hard n i dowan injure them juz before tournament...
hanwei scolded as usual... den they told mi to wash up n take a break..

regina: aiya dun cry liao la... my 1st tournament was also like shit... dun gif urself so much stress... sir oso nv expect alot fm u... not like mi n hanwei, sir expect us to gt a gold/silver... u dun so stress... its alright one... juz go n haf fun!
hanwei: ya haf fun can liao!

regina has grown a heart (quoted fm regina herself) (:
she used to b so fierce... haha!

weiting has oso always been there, helpin us carry stuffs and training alongside us (:

sir... fell sick the 1st sat we train...
he made all of us wear windbreaker and lent his to a senior...
the v nx day, he fell sick... i even had to help him take class the following mon...
he has given mi alot (:
the best sir ever (:

weiliang...
this is the guy tt coach mi for my tournament...
asked him to coach the others too cuz (disappointing guy) disappointed us as usual by nt comin down...
he has been very supportive all this while... (:
one of the 1st person i'll approach when i've met wif any prob regardin this tournament...

nyptkd commitee...
yes the whole commitee came down to support us all (:
all the screaming n shouting rocks (:
thx cat, alex, wenxin, huiying, joe, sandy...
and all those who came down... (:

tim...
my dar... the bestest bf ever (:
always alongside mi whenever i've any prob...
i love u (:

mummy...
she has always been worry abt mi n my knee...
n i know her heart aches when she c her precious getting wacked n injured...
bt still, she is there for mi always...
mummy i love u (:

the event...
sir called to inform tt he wont b free to come down and assures mi regina will b there to help mi and wishes mi luck (: (so much better den the disappointing guy who culdnt even b bothered)
not sure if (disappointing guy) is comin cuz he didnt even reply my sms, i gt tim to contact him...
he say he not comin wtf... ask mi find weiliang coach...
fine... weiliang says he'll help...
tim, leslie, zq n joreen came by my hse to collect the paddings n stuffs before we head to yishun sports hall...
the others joined us there...
sir called mi quite a few times to make sure things are alright for mi haha...
regina n hanwei came down specially for mi... (:
they left right aft my match aftwards haha...
leslie's match was our 1st match... weiliang as coach went up wif him to report...
den realised our headgearS all cannot use cuz gt no logo wtf...
to think (the-irresponsible-one) nv tel us... he IS supposed to noe...
borrowed headgears for the day...
leslie lost...
den joreen lost...
soon it was my turn...

my coach n mi...
as i change n warm up, i felt fine wif weiliang coachin mi...
soon, my bout was called... we walk up to registration and reported...
panic build up in mi... chatting wif weiliang n juz talkin crap had mi calm down alot alot...
everytime i start to panic, weiliang will b there talkin to mi...
he held all my stuffs for mi like a gd coach will...
he was reali my onli source of comfort and support when all my frens n family are all the way over the other side of the sports hall... (and i dun haf my hp wif mi!! )

met my opponent... chat abit...
she's in nus yr 3 alrdy...
2yrs ago when im not even in tkd, she's alrdy a brown belt... *faints*!!
i knew i was a goner... bt weiliang still encouraged mi all the way...
i realised hw impt havin the right coach was...

learnt...
during my fight, my friends n family were all watchin...
honestly speakin, in tt short 5mins, i've learnt alot alot alot...
i learnt tt,
juz hearin ur frens cheerin for u n shoutin ur name out loud, motivates u like hell n makes u hold on... (no the shouts arent distracting (: )
mouth guard wont drop out cuz u'll b biting it hard for ur dear life...
pain is almost non-existence...
every second counts...
its nothing like any training...
the experience is nth like anything i've heard...
i nid more warm up mentally...
juz kickin lidat for warm up is nt enough for mi...
my stamina n endurance is there for tournament alrdy...
i nid to brush up on my techniques n power...
nw i noe wad n how i nid to train...

prize giving...
the grp of us gers all sat tgt... gold, silver n bronze...
n did wad gers do best... chat! haha...
except the silver medalist for my category...
she sit way behind us like a loner... i tried talkin to her bt she like so cold...
den my gold medalist told mi she won tt ger by luck...
cuz tt ger's fm Sports Team and usually they gt gold...
nw she lost and like so bua song...
wad happen to sportsmanship man?
everybody else are v friendly... (:

the second day...
regina n hanwei fightin...
nyp side dennis n zhanquan fighting...
weiliang fightin for his own club...
the night before i ask tim,
mi: tmr who coachin them? (the disappointing guy) comin ar?
tim: shud b ba... dennis say he will come de...
mi: headgear hw?
tim: dennis say (disappointing guy) will help us borrow so dun nid worry...
mi thinks: (he better come tmr)

i went church in the morn...
receive sms fm tim say (disappointing guy) nt comin down liao...
he has ask dis other coach guy to take care of us...
bt come on man... tt fellow gt his own fighters to take care of oso wad...
no doubt tt guy is gd... he coach our fighters whenever he can n coaches well...
bt still... zhanquan lost 2nd match...
dennis made it to finals n lost the last match... so its a silver!
bt it still sux when our coach are nt ard...

when watchin zq's match, dennis felt so gan choing tt his heart pounded like mad...
i felt his pulse... pounding pulse...
when he report, he went alone...
headgear oso goto borrow himself... n he even went up without pail, spray, towel n bottle... (stuffs which weiliang carried for mi) den he anxiously ran back to us to take...
when watchin dennis's match, i realise his coach is diff...
tt coach coaching his own fighter in another court...
den i turn behind n asked zq,
mi: y (tt disppointing guy) not here?
zq: *weak smile* *shurg shoulder* *shakes head*
the look on his face spells utter disappointment...

i've ask joreen before who is coachin her, she say (disappointing guy) ba...
i say i've ask weiliang coach mi... she say she feel more comfy wif (disappointing guy)...
in the end oso weiliang coach her...
HE sux... big time!

hanwei coached regina as usual and she put up wad seems like a great fight to mi...
her knee hurts and she still manage to fight lidat... impressive...
hanwei won his 1st match... den lost 2nd... gt bronze...
his 2nd match was against dis coach of nus... much taller den hanwei...
bt hanwei still manage to score... (:

my injuries...
somehow her kicks all landed on my arm... below deltoid muscle (where u gt ur injections) there...
so nw, i have big big bruises on both my arm at the same area...
n its swollen... bt nt v pain... (:
(i've bigger biceps for nw haha! )
bt the bruises damn ugly...
her head kicks all landed on my jaw... left n right...
it hurts... bt still alright...
sat night while eatin i culd hardly open my jaws wide n so was eatin small small mouth n eat so slow haha! n it hurts when i chew my food... it even hurts when brushin my teeth... it hurts on sun too and was better on mon... today's much much better alrdy (:

lastly...
its a great tournament for mi overall...
ppl, dun ask hw it feels to b in a tournament...
go experience it for urself...
everybody's experiences are unique...
go haf urs (:

ntu-open championship 09, here i come (:

today is a bad day...

2008-09-02T01:31:00.002+08:00

today sux...
tears welled up in my [alrdy-swollen-after-crying-like-shit] eyes as im typin dis...
nope its not the tournament...
the tournament rocks...
shall go into details tmr...
gdnight...

clothes...

2008-08-27T17:45:00.000+08:00

i've more den enough clothes for 7.24
bt

theres still so much more i wan :x

tournament is comin...

2008-08-27T13:40:00.000+08:00

3 more days to tournament...
theres no words to describe hw i feel...

yest went out wif dar n angie to stock up...
new collection comin real soon...
losta pretty pretty stuffs (:
@ reali affortable price...
our 1st time wif dis supplier...
do support somesimplestuff.lj ppl! (:

aft tt was trainin in sch...
yest's training was great!
kickin den abit of technique den circuit sparring...
den actual sparring...
i sux @ circuit bt think i did rather well for actual sparring...
kinda surprise at wad i culd do...
at least i wasnt stunning there anymore n can move better haha!
managed to score quite abit...
juz pray hard tt i'll gt an opponent whose my height/shorter...
i wuldnt noe hw to spar someone taller... :

sir vinc was showin joreen hw to counter my counter kicks...
mi: not so hard ar...
him: ya la
mi: reali nt so hard lei... lightly ar!
him: YA la!!
mi: ok come
...i flew... -.-'''

he kick damn hard la! fake fake den backthrust...
i flew abt one meter plus...
he kana my left arm above elbow tt area...
the impact was so great tt my chest area below the contact point hurts alittle too...
den nw gt blue black... the size of a fifty-cent coin and 10-cent coin...
pain pain pain lo... -.-

today is rest day...
tmr go out... n take pic for sss new clothes (:
fri training... cant wait... i love trainings!
sat, tournament... hope all is well...
God bless mi (pray hard!)
hopin my opponent is nt christian den God can bless mi all the way ((:

stress stress stressed

2008-08-24T17:57:00.002+08:00

haiz... exam over... bt i still feel stress...

1. ~~exams,~~ results
2. tournament (comin sat, 30aug)
3. my knees
4. training camp
5. sss
6. nyptkd
7. nyptkd webbie
8. my family
9. papa

i think i stress utill im nt feelin well...
keep feelin like vomitin and headache...
fri training, onli trained awhile den vomit n teach pattern instead...
sat... skip trainin too...
today oso nv go church...
slp seems to b my onli escape now...
i onli got outta bed @ 2pm today... :

Fall For You

2008-08-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

i love u
happy 13th mth (:

s t u d y... i hate...

2008-08-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

aiyaaa i hate studyin laaa.....
i hate exams n papers n wads not...
):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):

study so much crap like psy n socio oso duno for wad...
nt like im gona psycho my patients in the future... -.-'''

i rather b training 24-7 or doin my online stuffs like blog,shop,business...
eg. yest study whole aftnn in sch...
make mi so fan...
den training time i so happy so hyper...
totally forget everything fan like sch n exam...
den nearing 9.30 when i noe trainin endin soon,
i've dis knotty feelin in my stomach as i noe i still gt losta studyin to do...
n it sux. ):
n i dread it all...
even though i kinda injured my right ankle (yes again!) yest,
bt its so much better den studyin...
n my right ankle's fine nw...
the pain's better den yest so tmr it wil b fine again...
i juz knew it (:

ok im so totally crappin... so random i noe...

meiqin is pissed... super super pissed!

2008-08-07T22:46:00.003+08:00

dis post will consist of lots of vulgarities and
unkind words n
uncencored names n
all things not-nice
DO NOT READ if u dun feel comfy...

im gona start wif
FUCK U!!
knn
nb
chee bye!

dis nursing proj so long i do hw much le!
nt tt im sayin i v pro or do alot of things bt i reali feel i do super lots of things lo knn!
some of u in the grp shud feel ashame!

today supposed to return things to abbott bt ur nv say earlier..
who the fuck will b free to go...
den postpone to tmr fine la...
late aftnn den say so...
so freakin last min...
abbott v near isit!
its not like a 20mins meeting in sch...
tt one last min still ok!
its a freakin one hour train ride to HABOURFRONT!

syimah sms mi say she nid 3 person n no one want go
den i sms ask who free to go oso no one free
thx to those who reply...
n to those who dont even bother to reply mi, u noe who u r: Fuck U!

knn ccb!

den nw i squeeze out some time to go down n jinat oso says she'll go down, syimah u say u nt comin sch liao... f u! still tel mi we 3 person can manage n is enough wtf! knn u wan emo dun come n emo wif mi lo nb!

so nw, tmr mi n jinat and MY BOYFRIEND TIM is goin down abbott tmr... n he has to specially come sch to help us get the stuffs... he did nt fuckin took leave to do saikang ok!

<3

2008-07-15T00:24:00.005+08:00

i love u

lots lots lots

thx for tolerating all my nonsence...

*muack*!!

fucked up ica

2008-07-01T17:10:00.003+08:00

ica is nt a place for u to debate wtf
i noe u've gd debatin skills so fine la!
u dun haf to show it during icas...
especially MINE!
fuck
dun u dare criticize mi ever again

i hate ica
bt i worked hard

(:

2008-06-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

mummy:
mi:

ok i swear it was smth damn funny...
bt i forgot wad... >.<

gdnight!

yawns...

2008-06-30T05:19:00.002+08:00

gd morning!!

yea i woke up bright n cherry juz to blog!
no la... -.-

ppl wakin up to go wk n sleepy, hungry mi is juz gona go slp...
life is hard... ):

n omg?!
i hear birds chirpin...
no joke...
no dream either!

the 1st train juz went pass -.*
n i hear buses too... omg........

i worked thru last train to first train... power laa!

im so skipin tmr's lec...
i mean 2.5hrs ltr's lec... *-*

tkd is <3

2008-06-22T23:48:00.008+08:00

yes yes yes yes yes finally!
my blogger is lettin mi post properly wahaha!

today skiped church
went for tkd demo @ my cc...
demo peeps gt regina weiting hanwei mi xielu vincent kum n andy...
caesar supposed to demo bt heard he hurt his leg...
all these ppl my seniorsss...
all black belts, except mi -.-'''

*pic*
ok blogger sux again...
cant post the one-n-onli-pic i took today...
damn -.-

arrrgh!

2008-06-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

stupig blogger!
god damn fuckin idiot!

hols? or no hols?

2008-06-10T15:20:00.000+08:00

last wk of sch went pass in a flash...

the previous fri, in tkd, my knee gave way again while doin push up...
wat the heck?! push up onli sia... haiz...
den it hurts for like 2,3 days...
den tue trainin... okok bt still quite loose...
didnt reali train to my fullest cuz of my knee...
n my left ankle hurts... for god noes wad reason... damn... ):

thu aft sch meet the cam yep peeps for dinner (:
had the korean bbq chicken thingy @ cine B1...
den meet dar for a little dessert (:
he surprised mi wif a very pretty rose n reali made my moody day (:
we had brownie n ice cream @ haagen dazs... yummy! (:

den fri napha... failed... expected de lo...
gt a A, 2B, a C and a D (standin board jump -.- 171cm sia!)
2.4... kw acc mi run... last lap he pulled mi abit... 18mins...
still failed... wth... sibeh siann...

aft tt go cc for trainin...
machiam dyin... so tirin la... n so breathless...
2.4 + tkd = die...
aft tt dar n mi bought supper hm to eat den he go hm...
n my ankle hurts again ):

sat stayed hm to rest...
sun i rebonded my hair... nw its... okok lo...
mon went out wif the DAs to shop...
meet xin huiying n rach for lunch...
den huiying go work n zhiliang joined us for KungFu Panda...
its FREAKing god damn funny laa! the whole cinema laughed so hard haha!
everyone shud go watch...
dinner was subway n dar joined us...
deon couldnt make it cuz she's too tired haha... busy ger...
we walked so much tt my ankle hurts again...

ltr gt tkd... think my ankle will hurt again haiz... ):

gt so many things to do ):
ICAsss, nursin proj, proposal, btt ):

i hate sch.

the train...

2008-06-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

LOL the mrt story my whole family noe sia!
haha... it starts like dis...

one night... while i was rushin proj as usual...
@ ard 1,2am, ...
i was seated @ my usual place in the living room on the floor,
where i culd c the track n mrt passing on it...
so late le shudnt haf train rite...
so when i heard a loud mrt passing-by sound, i look up to the window...
n saw........
A MRT!!
nnn..........
its weird hw i culd "look thru" it n c the flats @ the other side...
being sleepy, i thot "ooooo a cargo/service train..." haha!!
was so amazed by it tt i half run half walk to the window to cc haha...
bt alrdy gone...
so i ask kris (still usin com) did she saw tt den i excitedly describe it to a not-very-excited-kris...

a few nights later, i told mum abt dis during bedtime chat...
she laugh -.-
den i suddenly had a thought!
"oooooooo ghost train!" i told her... (LOL!)
she laugh n scolded mi "dun anyhw say la... better dun tel kris k!"
haha!
nx day she told kris mum... den she gt abit psy out while alone @ hm haha...
den tt night... we all slept late as usual...
still talkin abt the train n hw i was "just talkin crap" -.-
den i saw it again!!
LOL!!
proved...
its real!!
n its the night maintainence train!! LOL!!

k its stupid bt it still amuses my family so much haha!
n they still tease mi "wad time ur train come?"

its mon again!!

2008-06-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

yo! one wk passed so quickly haha!
last wk was... i cant rmb haha...
hmm lets c...
alright!
last wk was lack-sleep-week lol!
mon tue wed start classes @ 8am...
slept late on sun n mon to rush proj...
den tue was tkd bt im too tired n sick to train...
so went for late dinner wif dar aft settlin tkd stuffs...

wed aft sch meet up wif the DAs (without deon) to shop!
haha we went paya lebar's city plaza
cuz xin heard it all the cheap online stuffs...
there reali alot alot of online stuffs bt like ard online prices...
n its reali alot alot alot which u can shop until u blur haha!
left for town aft tt...
n we onli shop @ taka n wisma -.-'''
we muz so hit far east n bugis area during the hols haha!!

thu was nyptkd comm meeting...
before meetin gav tt pig a little massage...
haha *muaccks*!!
everything went quite well...
except for issue on peter loo...
i so wan to sack him man!
asking him to "step down" was alrdy v kind of mi...
who cares abt ties n relationship n respecting him...
hw much relationship can i haf for someone i've onli met 7times
hw much respect can i haf for someone irresponsible n crap!

fri went out wif angie they all for "Sex n the City" haha!
reali M18 sia! quite touchin story, great show! haha

sat morn went FP... without dar haha...
all the babies soooo cute laaa
angie damn suay... all the kids she take all cry de haha!
i gt a cute lovely 2mths old baby ger...
she so guai so cute... keep on wan sit up...
lie her down n she'll struggle to sit again haha...
n she fell aslp nt lyin down bt leanin against shoulder LOL!!
aft tt went miss clarityyy!! for super late lunch haha...
so sad tt there's pork den syimah cannot eat... :/

sun went church wif angie den lunched @ aston
den walk walk @ amk while waitin for jn
den they go city plaza i go hm den dar came in the evenin
den we all had satay n chix wings n popiah n porridge for dinner
v nice haha! *muacck*!!

today's mon...
start of new module... n we gt TWO more ica... *faints*...
so aft break we gt 4 icas... -.-
n EVERY mon n wed gt UNGRADED tut...
wtf... -.- spoiled my day...

dar came over for dinner haha...
sry i fussed over the soup lol!!
n i love u for guessin right which top n which necklace i juz got (:
*huugss tight tight*!! i love u! (:

):

2008-05-26T23:39:00.002+08:00

im tired...
last night slept @ 3+am when i've a 8am lec dis morn...
end up sleepin for like 3+hrs onli... :(
suprisingly, i dun feel v tired or shag in sch...
bt nw, i feel like urrrghh..................................
the moment i close my eyes, i'll feel floaty... :(
yes i wan to slp!
very badly.......
bt ICA... haiz...

come on man!
i can do dis...
nt like i've nt done it before...
little slp losta work!
yes it'll b fine...

omg i cant wait for tmr 5pm...
when dis ICA's over...
tkd trainin... (duno if im trainin nt)
wed shopping wif the gers!
cant wait!
oh man.......
im like so lookin forward to it!!

27may08, 5pm come quick!

shopping is <3

2008-05-25T21:27:00.007+08:00

oooo i love shopping (:
esp online haha...
all in the comfort of ur own hse...
no squeezin wif ppl...
no nid to try...
no irritating sales person...
online shopping rocks!!

many thx to angie for helpin mi find the dress on demannequeen (:
paid n receiving soon alrdy wahaha!!
gt another dress dis morn on agirlslabel (envy colourblock)

besides dis two dresses,
i still gt my kimono n F21 spree top haven wear sia...
wed still goin town wif the DAs to shop (:

sidetrack:
the sichuan earthquake was soooo horrible...
hope nth like tt happens again...
so many deaths...
lotsa kids too... :\
im watchin the charity show for sichuan now...
so damn touchin laaa! sob...

yummy sunday... (:

2008-05-25T21:10:00.002+08:00

no church today...
meet dar n went lunch @ missclaritycafe (:
the food was once again, needless to say, Fabulous... ((:
no words or any pictures can describe hw gd it was...
everybody out there shud go n try it ((((:

den went home n do my proj...
dar stayed till about 6 den left to meet his frens...
my family ordered canadianpizza for dinner (thx mummy) (:
hawaiian n cheezy sausage n chix wings n nuggets n wedges
yumyumyumyumyummy............. (:

m e i q i n <3 g o o d f o o d (:

idiot me!!

2008-05-24T17:08:00.005+08:00

fuck man!!
promised xin we'll all go out tgt on wed...
den told tkd commitee we can meet on wed!!
wtf m i thinkin of...?!
hw the hell can i forget!!
urgh!
wth is wrong wif u MQ??

damn i hate ICAsss...
i hate sch!

edited 10mins later:
n yes!! mEiQiN will eat when she's unhappy ):
choco!! despite a rather sore throat...
im feelin slightly happier alrdy...

d e a d ...

2008-05-22T19:01:00.002+08:00

m e i q i n i s d e a d s o o n . . .

uhhg...
i swear my back is breakin...
for some god-noes-wad-reason... T.T
mayb i'll haf PID soon... -.-''
its reali achin quite badly...
changing position hurts...
carry thing oso hurts... )):

my ankle is painful too... )):
left ankle dis time...
right ankle alright so far...
bt i dun rmb hurting my left ankle... ):
n it hurts so much more aft shoppin wif puja angie n eekee... ))':

:))

2008-05-22T16:17:00.002+08:00

yesterd was 10th mth (:
dar, time flies wif u ard *muuaccks*!!
i love u!

saw the dress @ buttercupwheels
but... sold out/pending too ):

LOOKIN FOR...

2008-05-20T00:41:00.006+08:00

credits:agirlslabel

I AM LOOKIN FOR THIS!!

ANY KIND SOULS OUT THERE WHO C THIS PLS PLS LET MI NOE THX!! ((:

BETTER YET!! HELP MI BUY IF ITS LESS THEN $29! THEN CALL MI IMMED!!

THX!! ((:

hot arrr!!

2008-05-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

omg wtf!
dis hse is like super frreakking god damn bloooddy hot!
makes mi boil...
even wif the stupid fan on @ full blast doesnt helps...
and... and... and!! there is absolutely NO AIR CON!!
wtf!! wonder hw tt woman manage to survive in dis hse
so rich duno hw to install aircon like wth!!
den all the lights like spot light...
k la so nice...
BUT so hot!

*faints*!!

lazy sunday...

2008-05-18T16:27:00.003+08:00

today is a sunday!!
angie say she tired so we didnt go church...
so i slept in... (: so long since i did tt (:
big bro went buy brunch for us
n i had fried carrot cake fm the coffeeshop downstairs...
not nice de :
den i ate double choco chip cookie den pods den popping candy-in-choco (:
pure indulgence wahahahaha!!

ltr goin out wif dar kw n xx...
bt i feel lazy haha...
dar alrdy @ my hse le...
kw on the way... shud b reachin...
den jiu shi wait for xx le lo...

PS: i feel so itchy... sun burnnnnn.....

sentosaaa!

2008-05-18T16:13:00.004+08:00

yesterd went sentosa wif dar angie jn vic syimah lokman nuraini peishi xinyan n two china gers fm rotaract haha!!
it was pretty fun (:
except the water damn dirty...
wad happen to the clean clear waterrrr.......?
it was supposed to celebrate vic's bday...
den they bought whip cream in the morn...
n vic gt whipped haha!!
though most of us gt abit of cream all over,
bt it was nth as compare to vic's haha!!

the weather oso damn hot...
was onli in the water fm abt 12 to 2 alrdy abit burned haha
we bathed by 3 cuz the china gers didnt bring clothes
so we thot can bring them ard as we didnt wan to bored them...
in the end they went hm -.- so we walk walk ourselves...

wanted to go clarity wif dar bt like far n out of the way so didnt go haha...
i was havin such a HUGE cravin for nyny's mudpie tt we went candy empire (:
n bought two choco chip cookies (double choco n hazelnut),
dis popping candy-in-choco and a pods (snickers)!!
all so damn nice haha!!

den we ate NewYorkPizza!!
haha! such a long time since i ate those ((:
i had hawaiian pizza n chicken wings while dar had cream pasta (:
love their food!! <3
best of all...... they're abt 5mins plus fm my hse onli!! wahahahahaha!!
gd thing abt my current place is losta gd food ard (:

so fast...

2008-05-16T12:23:00.003+08:00

one wk pass soooo fast sia...
seems like yesterd when i go cc for tkd...
today fri again le...
where my week gone to?? :x

last sat moved hse... like finally... :
sian... move until i bang here bang there...
den alot of bruises here n there... gt some cuts n stratches oso...
hmm it still feels like chalet nw... :
plus a big metal noisy bird every morn...

sun go church liao den go meet dar...
we had lunch @ new york new york ((:
i ate bacon n sausages n he ate ribs spag...
very nice... bt the best thing was dessert!!
haha!! mudpie wif warm choco fudge n icecream!!
so freaking damn damn nice laaa haha!!
go there muz muz try their mudpie kk... (((:

mon was presentation...
gd job everyone!
think we did well (:

tue end early den stay @ lib wif angie they all...
den kw came n aft awhile jiu go clubrm le...
hmm think tt was wed... im abit mixed up...
ok dun rmb tue liao lol...
den go hm wait for dar...
n i feel aslp haha...
when i woke up he is nx to mi watchin mi slp haha!
tt pig!! den we go downstairs eat...
n i realise he took all my $$ n put in my bag
so i wont bring $ den he haf to pay for mi...
den he onli left $4 aft payin for food...
bought a pkt of tissue n left $3.70... -.-''
den mummy ask mi buy bread hm... $3.70 sia!! tt pig!
lucky he nv took out my coins... so we gt abt $5 altgt... onli... -.-''''''''

thu dar came surprise mi before i go sch haha...
i make him wait so long cuz i keep on nv leave my hse lol!! *muacccks*!!
den jiu nth much le... i end @ 5 so went dar's lab surprise him...
tt place so messy laaa... i walk one whole rd before findin his rm... -.-
den play wif his stuffs for awhile haha...
the wire stripper coiler n uncoiler so cool LOL!!
den dar came my hse for dinner (:

hey hey... she reject u onli maa... dun nid so sad de k...
there's always other gers ard de (:
ps: she oso nt v gd wad...

today gt a one hr lec @ 11 de...
bt nv go... cuz wake up tt time so sian n my neck sooo suan...
think last night nv slp well ba... like neck sprain lidat lo... :/
ltr goin AH for my podiatry... dun feel like goin oso...
go like oso like so hopeless lidat... feel like im wastin $$ onli...
siann... :\
tonight goin cc for tkd... duno wan go down sch nt lei...
c hw 1st...

k i goto go eat le... eat liao jiu gtg le...

if...

2008-05-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

if all this is a dream, i wan to wake up in my soft soft bed...
wake up to my pink n green walls...
wake up to the sound of birds chirping...
wake up to the coolness of my blankie...
i want all these to b a dream
n i wan to wake up now...

Day2

2008-05-12T00:59:00.003+08:00

2nd day @ new hse le...
night le...
still nt use to it...
feels like im in chalet...
mummy change my mattress...
so hard de...
nth like my old worn n soft mattress... haiz...
cant slp properly last night...
i rather slp on sofa...
@ least its the same old sofa...
i miss my neighbourhood too...
onli good thing is... i can wake up slightly later...
bt onli slightly...

im tired...
rushing proj again...
sian...
last wed juz finish den tmr still gt...
aft tt wk7 gt one more...
obviously sch tryin to kill us...
no wonder drop out rate so high laaa...

angie n sab both bought their kimo dress le...
saw 3 i like... bt all sold out le...
they juz found a colourful de for mi...
v nice... i like... though nth like wad i was lookin for...
fm a hot lj... hopefully i can gt it (:

dowan tel jiu dun tel mi in the 1st place...

Last night!!

2008-05-10T03:41:00.004+08:00

last night here le...
will miss my home for the past 10++ years...

no more sunrise
no more sunbirds @ the door
no more wide wide sky
no more big big moon

no more yishun park

no more rushing for the bus

no more MY room...

misses.......

thunder n lightning...

hopefully it doesnt rain... :/

rain rain go away

NypTkd night cycling!!

2008-05-04T19:01:00.004+08:00

more like 2couple-n-a-half cycling haha!
mi tim weiping vivien alex (:

wacky night... lucky nt alot of ppl go haha...

we started @ east coast... rent 5bikes den 4 of us ride to marine parade bus stop look for alex haha... (abt 8.30pm)
weiping gt dis "map/route" which he TRIED to follow bt failed lol...

shall recount the night to the best of my memo (:
(12+am)
1st stop is geylang... we haf beancurd n some snacks there... delicious haha!
as we cycle along, we saw alot of "chicks"...
some waiting to b pick up n some wif their customers...
stop by a street cuz weiping's bike de gear de cover drop off haha!
den suddenly gt dis bangala run past n a lady runnin aft him shoutin away...
robbery!
alex v funny... like wan chase dowan chase lidat...
den keep askin "eh wan help nt... lets go la?"
finally we decide to choing aft tt bangala ran a little way off...
by the time we got to the corner he was alrdy gone...
tim n alex went on the path while i was on the road...
alex shout "7-11, 7-11" den we keep lookin for a 7-11 bt dun haf lei!
den alex say is he heard someone shout 7-11 -.-'''
vivien n wp say the bangala left behind one slipper lol!!
our conclusion was tt china lady was oso a prostitute haha

aft tt we went serangoon... (abt 1.30am)
we go to dis prata place...
the same place uncle james took the CSL kids n us to tt time...
the guys ate prata while mi n vien drank milo haha...
we keep jokin abt indians... abt hw Dr param says "ytamin aye" LOL!!
that prate shop actually accept masters, visa n DINERS haha!! nets oso...
n there was a sign tt says "In God We Trust... All Others Pay Cash" haha!!

*brain jam* "-" suddenly forget wads nx... o ya...

aft tt we move off to tampines n pasir ris...
we cycle for v v v long den there's dis highway where we gt stuck...
no way to cross n tampines is juz across! haha!!
in the end bo bian jiu turn back n take another path... den we reach pasir ris...
i gt hungry so we went to dis coffeeshop to eat ba chor mee under alex recommendation...
it was reali nice... mayb i too hungry haha... actually finish the whole bowl... (4am)
@ the coffeeshop gt dis siao guy...
i lookin for the stall he suddenly speak to mi "wad u lookin @? lookin for wad?"
den keep talkin to mi... i juz ignore all the way...
tim n alex come ask wad drink n say share coke i say ok...
i take out $10 to pay the mee uncle...
the siao guy say wad $10 onli go pay for the coke la... the mee nvm de... -.-'''
AND tim n alex nv hear anything -.-.-.-.-.-''''''''''''''
all the while i waitin for my mee tt guy stand beside mi n talk...
den the mee uncle machiam nv hear anything oso... -.-
vivien v funny... she say take 15mins power nap den become deep slp...
n she almost nv wake up haha...
alex suggest we go his condo hse pool there de toilet freshen up or smth... n so we went (:
paused outside his condo...
there gt dis nice nice bushes outside... den suddenly vivien fell in haha!!
alex say fm his view he totally cannot c vien... onli can c her bike on the bush lol...
saw vien lyin in a somewad comfy position in the bush haha... the bike was half coverin her...
she like so super small size la lol!!
den dis wp... keep tuggin @ her arm without removin the bike haha...
is i take the bike de k lol!! :p
suprisingly, she gt no cuts or stratches... none we know of @ least haha...

aft washing up jiu on our way again... (5am)
plan was to go changi for nasi lemak... bt everyone shag le so decided to go back ecp le...
made abit of detour n ride back to ecp... ride was rather smooth n SG's wakin up haha!!
sunrise n 1st train n 1st buses... n the road's gettin crowded...
gt dis long long long road... so straight n so long... i almost fell aslp...
onli two yellow lines fill my vision... *-*
AND i went straaigghht... no wobble wobble haha!!
gt dis v steep path near vien's area... alex was right in front...
den wp den mi n vien den tim...
wp suddenly stop... thot his chain drop again...
den he slowly park his bike n i stop too...
saw dis weird weird thing in the grass patch near a bush......... alex!!
haha... he kana dis tree root den fly...
literally flew...
wp saw alex flew den his bike follow... lucky his bike nv kana him... onli gt v slight stratches...
lucky him haha!!
dis wp oso... saw alex fly still can slowly park his bike...
i reach alex he still wif his bike lo haha...

reach ecp @ abt 7.30... bike uncle 8 den open shop... went mac for bf haha...
i ate big breakfast haha...
alex nv even eat jiu slp le... vien eat liao oso slp...
wp v funny haha... he finish eatin le...
den his back facin bike so he keep turnin back n c...
den in between he sit down there sometimes hands supporting head keep dozing off haha...
like anytime gona fell off his chair lol!!
i bth den keep laughin @ him haha!!
he so tired couldnt even b bothered wif mi haha...

aft return bike dar sent mi hm...
we took bus fm marine parade to amk onli abt 30mins sia...
den mrt back hm... thx dar for sendin mi (: *muaccks*!!

i scream...STRESSSS!!

2008-04-27T22:56:00.002+08:00

nw i noe y movin hse is rated as a huge stressor...
its takin its toll on mi...
the anticipation of a new hse, a new neighbourhood, a new travellin time cuz no more busses............ arrg...

wif a smaller hse, means lesser space for all... more steppin on each other's toes, more sparks??

tkd n sch's oso stressin mi out too...
m i takin too much responsibility?
time to ask someone else to do it?
我会放不下的...

tkd : i do gt help here n there...
bt hw do i tel ppl to take the intiative? pls... for god's sake...
im a little tired of almost always takin the initiative...
n... m i stressin ppl out? isit mi?
haiz~

sch: ica ica ica ica ica... tut tut tut tut tut...
nursing proj... still duno wad to do... wk3 liao... die... T.T
o-m-g... another sem to go n everything will b fine...
hopefully...

feel sry towards angie... for like "pushin SSS to her"...
no doubt she's the one doin like most of the stuffs nw...

im tired...

movin hse!! SUCKS!!

2008-04-20T23:13:00.003+08:00

calm down aft a cool shower...

been n back fm new hse... gone for alittle c c look look...
its freakin small laaa! haiz... wadever la...
thx God for the mrt juz downstairs... n the 7-11ss...
(usin kris com nw... freakin sticky la the keyboard!! -.-)

ah yi send us there n back...
during back, happen to talk abt when movin...
@ 1st tel mi mid apr, den 10may...
always nid mi ask until super pek chek den can tel mi de...
den nw, tel mi early june... wtf??!
den so early pack wad shit??
still can kp mi to faster pack n throw wad i dowan...
if i reali wan pack one day can gao dim ok!!
den nw pack until i cannot find anyting... nb...
wan go out bag n shoe oso cannot find wtf...

den juz nw in car... ask to confirm when movin, dowan ans!! knn...
dowan ans dun talk to mi la!!
i talk u cannot hear... reach hm i bang here bang there u can hear la!
gd lo... still can kp mi... wtf.... who the fuck u think u r?!
my mum oso nv kp mi for bangin here n there lo...
she oso noe y i so bua gam muang u still duno ar?
use ur ass n think oso noe rite!
still can scold mi fa shen jing! den u wad? NUTCASE!!
nb!! no wonder doc prescribe anti-psy med for u la!
arrrg~~~!!

scream!!

2008-04-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

omg im so pissed... (fuck man blogger is nt loadin properly!! cant edit my fonts!)

i reali duno wad u wan... u made mi feel like its so hard to wk wif mi...y hard meh? sry la! i juz join commitee rite... i oso duno hw ur wk... u say haf to discuss wif commitee regardin the minutes... i oso nt there... discuss liao i oso duno wtf ur say or who the hell u discuss wif... u noe smtimes i reali feel left out? sry i onli voice out nw la... 2 times u gt angry @ mi when i tried to help... wtf? sry if im pushy or wad la... or shud i juz shut up n do my website? can juz tel mi rite... sometimes i reali feel like quittin alrite... bt, i gave my word to bring things up n i will do it. im nt gona gif up halfway... im nt even halfway there! wtf! dis is like the beginning la!

if u're cryin nw im sry...

stupid podiatrist! today my appt... supposed to b mar... mar cannot so today la... den nw u tel mi today u nt in... den goto change the damn appt again... the freakin clinic dun open on sat sun... ppl gt sch rite! u think everybody so free to c u everyday isit! somemore u always fully booked... c la! nw my appt kana changed to 16 may! wtf! by then dun nid u liao la... juz let my feet rot can le rite... wtf! nb... noe hw upsettin it is to noe tt u're nt able to do wad u wan? noe hw upsettin to noe u cant b cure? wtf la! arrrg! kill mi better rite...

i miss papa!! where the fuckin hell r u!

menses suck! so unfair! y onli gers haf it? nb!

fuckin AVG! cannot update!

(will add on when i think of more stuffs)

if u're gona tel mi hw worse ur life is as compared to mine, or hw much more probs u haf to face, shut up n fuck off...
if u're gona console mi, dun bother... juz let mi noe u've read my blog... consolation wont solve my probs...
if u're gona point out any typo in dis entry, make sure u wont see mi anytime soon... i mean within a year... and i mean wad i say...

check it out!!

2008-03-22T23:40:00.002+08:00

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mi n mummy...

2008-03-05T17:58:00.002+08:00

haha today collected my ic like finally wahaha!!
the pic on it so much better den the old pic...
finally smth gd comes out of losin my ic lol!!

den for lunch went ms hk cafe wif mummy... my fish n chip okok onli... think the fish too thick tts y haha...

promise nx post will b pics haha!!

psssss...

2008-03-04T00:00:00.003+08:00

dar dar... i brought smth... show u tmr wahaha!! =D

i mean ltr... @ nite haha!!

NTU-OPEN

2008-03-03T21:37:00.004+08:00

NYPTKD shuai!! (:(:(:
dis yr ntu-open...

chil jung poomsae: joe, vivein, chan chieh, mi GOLD!!
good job peeps!! n thx chieh for ur super "eye power" haha!!
1,2,3 HEIAH!! (:(:(:
(we beat NTU sia!! hands down!! wahahahahaha!!)

fighters: hongsheng n farid congrats on SILVER!!
joe, yongjun, qinggui, ming hui congrats on BRONZE!!
gd job guys!! (:

as for those who didnt win anything, its alright its ok!! there's always a nx time... u guys did ur best n tt's enough (:(:(:

pics up ltr (:

its party time!

2008-02-22T01:05:00.002+08:00

wahahahahaha!! exammsss overrrrr (:(:(:(:
think dis time exams i shud do alright... mayb better den before...
all 4 papers like nt v hard lei... bt plus all my ICAs duno hw le...
pray hard ba (:

darling jia you for ur last paper kk..... *hugss*!! (: ni xing de!

our 7th mth on 21st (:
dar i love u lots lots haha... *muaccks*!! (:
<3 macoroni too (:

fri ntu-open starts le... jiayou to pattern teamsss and all fighters!! hope we can do well dis year... (:

<3

2008-02-17T11:29:00.002+08:00

last 3 days wif darling has been fun fun n fun (:

valentines day was mental health paper n think i did alright (:
den mi n dar went watch Ps:i love u @amk hub... it was sooooo nice n sooooo sweet n sooooo touching........... <3 <3 <3 all u lovers n non-lovers shud go watch it like STAT (:
darling gimme a starry braclet... i love u... (:

fri was his BIRTHDAY!! *muaccks*!! he thot we're celebratin hy's bday 1st den i'll go out wif him for dinner... wahaha!! so i surprised him by goin his hse wif his prezzie n mac lunch n movie tics (kungfu dunk!!) (: watch dvd @ his hse den out we go!! (: we had swensens for dinner n we ate ALOT... fish n chips n salmon pasta n hawaiian pizza n TWO icecreams... was soooo sooo soo full haha!! enjoyed it (:

sat's hy birthday... made cheepong fetch her n we surprise her by waitin under her blk n she was shocked when she saw us haha!! shud haf took a pic... (: den went dis jap restaurant @ The Central... ate alot too... mi n dar share a reg pizza, a half-half meal (soup,salad,2mini pasta) and our own drinks... it was soooo lip-smackin nice *muaccks*!! (: den we go minds for some games haha!! had losta fun (:

thx dar for makin everything so wonderful (: i love u! *huugss*!!

turtle.........

2008-02-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

i miss u...................

so so so much........................

too..........................................................

chinese new year!!

2008-02-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

haha!! collect losta angbao as usual... (: think gt much more den last yr...
haven count though... bt dis yr gt extra...
cuz i went someone hse bai nian... n his family quite generous oso haha!!

oso went dinner wif his family... on chu3... n he came my hse for lunch before tt haha...
his family quite small bt fun... though half the time he translatin for mi LOL!!

<3 dar i love u... (:

study time... 1st paper on thu... *faints*!!

its here!! (:

2008-02-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

happy birthday angie!!

happy chinese new year everyone!!

angie bday is on wed... juz nice on chu xi... so we celebrated on tue... her present we prepared with MUCH EFFORT... asked angie to stay hm n wait for my call haha... jn went over to her hse to acc her... den when they left, mi n dar sneak in to her hse to hide the cake n pres n photo printer haha!! (wif jn's copy of angie's hse key wahaha)

we all meet @ suki yaki for dinner... the food was quite nice n dar ate SOOOO much haha!! tt pig... *blea*!! the ice cream didnt taste v nice bt it was fun haha!!

aft dinner we all "gotto go hm"... angie was clearly kinda disappointed lol!! den we all rush ard to buy the stuffs for fondue haha!! while jn "send" her hm...

den jn make her go bath while we sneak in n hide haha... manage to gif her a very big SURPRISE(shock?) haha... she keep laughin la lol... had fondue n surprise her wif the cake... den we make her search the hse for her album while we help ourselves to the fondue haha!! n o ya!! sab brought someone............ wahaha!! had mahjong n horror movie till abt 4 plus before we all go slp... 9 person in angie's small flat was a little squeezy bt managable haha!! guess everybody had fun (though kinda ex haha)... (:

new clothes tmr!! (: cant wait!! wahaha!!

happy cny!!

2008-02-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

no more sick... no more ICAs... no more grp wk for dis sem wahaha!! :))

bt haiz... think dis time ICAs we did shit... bt who cares... its all over!!

dis so much shoppin this period... esp wif cny round the corner haha!!
i bought 6tops n 1btm online alrdy...
n 3 dresses, two shorts, a legging and two pair of shoes outside... =D
duno gt miss out anything nt...
total abt $400... *gosh*!! mum paid like close to $100? haha!!
<3 everything i bought... =D

bt i did smth stupid... for one top... $30... i gave the seller wrong add...
lvl 3 instead of lvl6... so she sent it to lvl 3...
i ask hw come so long le i haven receive, she say she send out long ago le so i checked my email n realise the wrong add... asked my neighbour n she claimed her husband send back to my seller... seller hasnt receive it yet... im gona wait for 2 days before buggin my neighbour again... haizz... ):

hope all is well, no lost mail n i haf nice neighbours... :/

today went trinity wif angie... it was alright... den we went the nicenice prawn mee place to eat... supposed to order chicken rice n prawn mee de bt angie order wrongly so become wanton mee n chicken rice... bt the wanton mee oso quite nice la haha... we ate one wanton mee EACH n shared a large chicken rice+rice haha!! so much rite!! bt we go shop @ amk den i 5 plus jiu hungry le lol!!

tmr gona make IC... -.- $$$$$$

imstillsick...

2008-01-21T12:53:00.000+08:00

last night fever went down... bt dis mornin it came back again...
so i skip-ed sch... june bernard n bio... doesnt matter... i'll do fine... (:

ltr goto go back sch for meeting... ICA's tmr... sian...
God must haf noe tt my slides r nt yet completed so He made mi stay hm to complete it haha...
n im done wif it!! (:
well, except for pics and animation... which i can do while waitin for dar ltr... =]

im kinda losing voice... hope i'll make it thru tmr... (:

thx mummy for nt goin out n buyin lunch back... <3

Darling i love u... n sry...

2008-01-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

its 21st again!!
darling i love u... its our 6th mth...
we've been tgt for half a yr alrdy...
n i've noe u for 1yr n one mth le...

darling im sry i forgot our one mth untel u sms-ed mi again...
i noe i've forgotten many mths before n im sry...
sry darling for always being so busy...

i love u... (:

arggg

2008-01-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

i hate her!!
for always makin mi cry...
ya everything's my fault...

n i hate u too...
u selfish dumbass!!

fuck u!!

-.-

2008-01-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

im still havin slight fever...
tmr start sch...
presentation on tue...
slides haven even confirm!!
hwhwhwhwhw??!!
*faints*!!
n my throat hurts like hell
despite drinkin tons of water...

to hell wif ICAs...
one more yr to go...
*sigh*...

sickk!!

2008-01-19T16:18:00.000+08:00

attachments r over!!
n i miss my ward... i miss the loud voices, singing n laughters...
haha... so sian... its back to sch again...
n wif all the ICAs... n some irresponsible ppl... its no wonder y im sick...
im probably sick due to the fever outbreak in my ward... so sian...
nw haven sore throat(paiinnn), fever(38.1) which spiked up to 39.2 and running nose...
make mi missed tkds n bs... n i couldnt complete the ICA n haf grp meetin oso... haiz...
the fever sux laaa... caused chills last night... so freakin cold... den in the middle of night so hot... siannn... -.-

btw... forgot to link up OneLiterOfTears... so here isit... enjoy... (:
http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=51599

she can do it so can i!!

2008-01-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

1st wk @ imh passed smoothly... it rocks... wif the exception of our CI... clinical instructor...
she totally sux.. BIG TIME!! she is naggy bossy restrictive autocratic bhb doesnt-do-wad-she-preach rude and XXXL!! enough said (:

ever watch One Litres Of Tears? its so touchin n im so hooked on it!! its abt dis ger who has a close-to-perfect life suddenly gt a incurable disease... spinocerebellum atrophy/degeneration... cerebellum is responsible for movements... like motor skills, swallowing, coordination of muscles for eg, walkin and writing... her disease progress slowly bt surely... fm stumbling when walkin to chocking... her world crashed... i can so totally emphatise wif her... however, she fight for wads left of her life and live her life to the fullest...

mi too... my leg can heal and i will heal it... if a ger whose disease cant b cure is goin for rehab and takin med, den wad abt mi... shudnt i gif it my best shot too? i will wear my shoes... hit the gym and do my physios n daily care... i wan to b able to run jump hop without a care again... i wan to spar... i wan my medals... i wan @ least a pass in nafa... i dowan any physical limitation... it has been so hard sometimes i hate myself...

thx yi heng for intro-ing the show... :)

so... anyone ready to hit the gym? (:

my hp... gone...

2008-01-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

bloody bastard took my pouch n hp... FUCK U!!
there goes my ic ezlink atm card... again...
contact mi @ 67593912...
usin my mum's hp for the time being...
wan the no? ask fm mi...
dun say u cant find mi... there's so many ppl u can contact ard mi...

imh

2008-01-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

tmr's the start of imh posting...
duno hw to describe hw i feel nw...
lost? anticipating? scared?
wadever... no one will understand hw i feel... so dun come tel mi "i understand hw u feel..." bullshit... n dun come tel mi u feel worse... i'll bloody smack u upside down...

updatesss

2008-01-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

pool wif nets frens were great...

countdown was wif sab n frens xin hy cp n dar... had a relax chill-ed nite... firewks were great...

DA gatherin were cancelled due to some complicating stuffs n i went wif mum to shop instead... bought shoes n a top...

nuh... sux n bored... nuff said...

yesterd was deon's jc pagent thingy @ arena... was ok n deon... u're the best... fret nt... (:

grading... we're officially brown... jiayou!!

quick updates!!

2007-12-28T12:45:00.000+08:00

OOooOOoOOoO..... i have been a lazy lazy ger... haven update for sooooo long haha!! (:
earliest i can rmb is up to my bday haha...

12dec: my bday!! :) thx to all who rmb n wished mi... n special thx to the 7-of-us gang n DA gang n bf for makin it extra extra special for mi... love u all lots lots!! :)

13dec: class xmas gift exchange day!! :) thx angie for gtin mi my pres haha... n it happened to b somewad same as wad i've got for clara... so nw mi n clara haf the same thing haha!! n felicia chin came to nyp n we managed to gt a pic wif her haha... she is so-omg-pretty!! :)

14,15,16dec: rotaract chalet!! tim manage to come along... thx to angie n vic! :) love u guys... the chalet was rather great haha... n the food rocks!! *muuaccks*!! (: n i gt my hoodie on 15!! aft makin a big mix up... haha... i thought the collection was on fri(14) so create a little trouble hehe... sry... :)

17,18,19dec: mon was havin major headache... tue had fever which flatulates till wed... wed mornin went to doc n doc says i gotto haf a blood test if my fever last till fri cuz i had mozzie bites... -.- thx dar for comin over both days to acc mi... love u lots... :)

20dec: went for hair treatment wif mummy n national treasure(rocks!!) wif some nets ppl... the hair treatment oso like nth much de...

21dec: happy 5th mth darling!! love u lots lots lots haha... went watch alvin&chipmunks n it rocks!! haha... so damn damn cute laaa haha...

22dec: cant rmb.

23dec: went minds cafe wif syimah angie puja jessica jianning n dar... we had losta fun haha... den aft tt angie jn dar n mi go shop @ ps...

24dec:went tpy wif mummy in the mornin... den meet angie n go bugis shop... i saw dis red dress which i like soooo much bt it cost a freakin 49!! den meet dar late aftnn n shop somemore @ orchard... AND i brought tt red dress for 41.90!! :):):) shop until my leg hurts like hell man... haha...

25dec: XMAS!! :) went for xmas service den sentosa wif rotaract gang n dear... had losta fun haha... though it drizzled alittle n it was cloudy most of the time, i kana sunburn-ed... -.- and... i wore my red dress!! wahaha... love it so much haha... aft tt we went vivo for dinner den shop abit n its hm... still thinkin if shud i gt my esprit bag... 82...

26dec: darling came over to my hse for movie... i love u :) den aft tt we join sab angie n jn for STEAMBOAT wahaha...

27dec: i cant rmb wad i did yesterd... -.- o ya!! went sab hse wif angie n jn... angie brought her photo printer n they printed losta losta losta photos haha... den had dinner @ sab's hse... her mum cookin soooo nice haha...

shall go on to the nx few days haha... cuz wont haf time to blog again lol...

today28dec: shall go hereen buy wanton mee den meet dar den go sch den go cc training...

sat29dec: go out wif darling to shop :)

30dec: bs den go out wif nets ppl... prob to play pool n dinner :)

31dec: meet DA(wout rach n deon) for countdown n prob dinner... (:(:(:

1jan: meet DAgang for early dinner wahaha!! finally we're meetin for late xmas lol... when's our sentosa trip again?

2jan: start of attachment @ nuh... -.- tt sucky place...

6jan: tkd grading!! brown belt sooon.... stress liao stress liao haha... (:(:(:

following mon: start of imh posting!! :)

ok tts all for my nt-very-short updates haha...

BLACK OUT!!

2007-12-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

BLACK OUT!!

ARGG!!

2007-12-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

nx time do proj i am gona SPECIFY wad i wan n wad i DOWAN!! fuckin pissed...

sweaty plamm...

2007-12-02T18:03:00.000+08:00

plams of someone wif sweaty plam suddenly dun sweat anymore means tt she's sick...
den does plams of someone without sweaty plams suddenly sweat means tt she sick too?

I shout!!

2007-12-02T15:01:00.000+08:00

so sian... gt ppl come view hse again... irritating ppl...

last fri we chatted wif sir for quite awhile... sir reali look like my papa... n the way he talk to us like talkin to his child lidat la...

girls shouldn't gt marry so early n b tied down by family... shud go c the world while young...

i miss papa...

tue sparing... i spared 2rds... one wif kk and one wif joe... joe so power la... we spar until both injure here n there... i gt bruises all over both arms and my instep kana his elbow 3 freakin times... pain~~!! pics another day ba...

yesterday went chris gor de 21st birthday chalet... he invited alot of ppl... gt family gt gans gt frens... oso duno who is who... den gt dis guy kpkb... spoiler... aft tt we visited och... nt too scary... nth inside... juz a old run-down building... we onli went in awhile... nx time more ppl den explore more wahaha!!

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2007-11-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

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I LOVE U!!

2007-11-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

darling thx soooo much... *muacccck*!!

today he wk @ bakerzin fm 12 to 10.30... den he rush all the way to my hse to pass mi cakes fm there... he reached @ 11.30 n i happened to go bath @ 11.20... u all noe hw long i take to bath... in e end i meet him onli @ 12...

dar thx for being the silly guy who would turn up @ my hse so late @ nite aft a day of standing and still havin sch tmr... i love u... *muaccks*!!

dear... u are such a sa gua... i love u... *hugs*!!

RandomRandom

2007-11-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

today is a sun!! and i miss church today... due to mi overslpin cuz last nite was @ uncle's hse till late... i am sooo PIG!! -.-

dar today wkin whole day... didnt even haf time to sms... i miss u!! *hugs* thx for all e movie n food treats k... <3

im so hooked on online shopping omg... found another online shoppin buddy............ RACHEL!! haha... i've spent so much on online shoppin im sooo broke!! :( shall nt shop anymore till christmas... (:

yesterd evenin was @ rach's church for her performance... n omg... rach u look so PRETTY!! haha... serious... :D n all the dances were great!! :) bt zl onli vid down rach's dance LOL!!

ok im so gonna slack @ hm today... lalala...
mayb i'll change my blogskin ltr... :)

God is good... :)

2007-11-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

last fri sir made us do 150 squats... almost died... den sun went cyclin @ ubin... den tue i one shot kick left leg 60times... result= pulled-hamstring-like-symptoms...

wed left leg was onli achin... by thu leg was in pain... cannot straighten without pain... thought i pull my hamstring...

skipped fri trainin n decided to go c doc on today mornin @ polyclinic... which means i wouldnt b able to make it for bs... i prayed to lord b4 i slp to make my leg well so i dun haf to spend $$... and hey voila!! i woke up without pain in my leg... weeee!! :) no more doc... bt i didnt manage to make it for bs though...

my leg... sian...

2007-11-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

it has been 2yrs since i sprain my right knee... will b 3yrs comin dec le... still nt healed yet... duno nid wait hw long... sad............

tkd even more sian... nw i cant kick cant dis cant tt... ppl spar i oso cannot spar... tue we did circuit sparin guys vs gers... some of e juniors guys c mi den go smth like "wa mq... gd... challengin..." den i say "i cant spar la... leg haven heal..." den they sian... den i sian even more... -.- so saddddd laaaa...........

opss concert...

2007-11-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

last fri was e-learnin day... so we all dun nid go sch... mr low, our founding principal, retirin like finally le... mi n xin n some other ex-op dancers go back n perform our syf piece... gt alot of other ex students performin other items oso... mr low was so touched tt he cried... haha... guess it wasnt easy for him to leave e sch... aft all he has been our principal for abt 7 yrs...

:)

2007-10-21T11:18:00.000+08:00

i gt e powerpuff top already haha!! <3 it so much... :)
gonna gt e tube top soon... bt meetin tt buyer is like hell...
her timetable n mine totally doesnt fit... -.-

as for tt layered top, its onli avail in BLACK!!
(damn!! blogger photo upload in down so juz imagine...)
shud i or shud i nt?? -.-

fri mi n gang(except jn) totally pon classes cuz its all e intro intro n we went SHOPPING!! wanted to find nice Havaianas bt there r like nth much nice... clara found wad she like bt no size... -.-

sat was spent wif bs den to xin hse wif tim den i went my aunt hse...

n today is a happy day!! =)

tmr is :)

2007-10-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

today thu... meanin tmr fri!! wahaha!! tkd!! :D

i've decided to gt e red powerpuff top le... no reply for tt layered top yet though... and yet another tube top(America Eagle)...

both sides oso can be wear... its onli $12 and meet up available... :)

oooooo my mum juz ask mi help her do online shoppin... she's e hippest mum ever... <3

wootz!~

2007-10-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

sch officially starts!! n i still dun like studyin... threw position of class leader away finally wahaha!! timetable still alrite though... :)

im nw shoppin online n omg im eyein quite a couple of stuffs...

powerpuff top=$27 (e 2 side pockets r soooo CUTE!!)
2nd hand U2 denim jac=$20 (sold-.-)
layered top=$26(for 2 separate pieces!!)

i cant decided if shud i gt e powerpuff n layered top... -.- heelllp........

im oso thinkin of Havaianas too... n seeing ash in sch wif her Havaianas fm her bf(who wks in NUM) does nt help @ all (ash dun feel bad k =D)...

i cant view my blog!

2007-10-11T00:36:00.000+08:00

arrr!! SingNet BroadBand's Filtering Service or SingNet's Family On-Line Plans blocked my blog!! so nw i can onli post n cant view blog... -.-

anyways... for a update... gradin we onli pass... sadly... there goes our last chance to double... im takin it better den i thought i wuld... its gd... God bless... mayb we aren't ready for black n God noes it... so nw he's givin us 3 more mths... somemore xin's As comin...

dis few days haf been spent shoppin a little n watchin movies @ tim's... otherwise, slackin n nua-ing @ hm... tmr is movie @ my hse den RE3 wif xin n tim @ amk... wahaha!! love tt show man... =)

sorethroat...

2007-10-06T19:56:00.001+08:00

sore throat sore throat sore throat... T.T

arrrrg!!

2007-10-06T19:05:00.000+08:00

wootz!~
it has been one mth since i blog haha!! sooo long le... n im officially wif SHORT HAIR!! for one mth liao haha... bt nw like abit longer den when i 1st cut le haha... shows hw long it has been since i last blog... nw can even tie abit liao lo haha!!

omg omg omg tmr jiu shi gradin le... so stress la!! hope xin n mi can gt double... our last chance to gt a double le... if reali can jiu hao le... pray hard n god blesssss.........

attachments officially end YESTERDAY!! enjoyed e last wk alot alot alot... cuz no more case study le... nw sch startin soon... sooo sian... still dun like sch... T.T n angie say tue end @ 8 lo!! wth la... lidat hw i go trainin....... i soooooo saddd... shall go check my timetable ltr... siannn!! T.T i dun like sch la!! wish everytime gt attachments jiu hao le... for nw, i shall enjoy my one wk break... =)

ps: dear i miss u...

yawnz!!

2007-09-05T16:58:00.001+08:00

yes meiqin is b-o-r-e-d... n its 1 n a half wk more before attachments... 1 n a half wk more of rotting @ hm... omg wth m i doin... -.- lets c wad do i haf comin up...

fri gonna cut hair n tkd...
sat FP n alpha... (cant wait for FP)
sun church...
tue tkd...
fri physio n tkd...
sat BS?, alpha n tkd demo...
sun church...
mon atachments!!

omg my life is juz tkd n hm... -.-''' im bored... totally...

Boooooo!!

2007-09-04T14:31:00.000+08:00

today no lunchhh!!! T.T supposed to haf noodle de... den when cookin water jiu no gas le... e water nt even warm-ed la!! T.T end up eatin cereal n milk n bread n yogurt bar... T.T

ltr gt trainin... nyp... like FINALLY!! wahaha!! so so miss trainin... bt scare... so long nv train le... sure shhaaggg......

yesterd went angie's ah ma hse for lunch... wif sab n tim... her ah ma's cookin so gd... we all eat until VERY full haha... den went ps for Ratatouille (rat.a.too.ee)!! it rocks!! haha... remy soooo cute...... den went kfc for dinner le jiu go hm liao... =)

ps:im still lazy to upload photos...... :D

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2007-09-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

haven blog properly since exams... haha... so today i shall say wad i haf been doin.... which is a very tough task cuz tt day xin asked mi wad haf i been doin since hols... n i couldnt rmb!! haha!! here goes.........

hmm... last sat went to e alpha weekend @ ntu alumni clubhouse... topic for tt day was The Holy Spirit... n i accepted Christ... ^^ God Bless!! =)

last tue mi n sab went angie's hse to help her wif smth n i shall nt say wad... den aft tt she treat us n tim to ice cream @ Gelare!! wahaha!! took losta photo bt angie n sab didnt sent mi n they load in their blogs le so i shall nt do so haha!! love e pic angie took of tim n mi... LOL!!

wed mi n tim acc angie go bedok(changi road there) de dis industrial place collect dis free gift... which turn out to be dis camera... those kinda which nid to put in flim de... haha... den aft tt we went to e fire station which syimah volunteered in... we juz WALK PAST it... tts all... haha!! den as we didnt haf anywhere to go n we dowan spent $$, we decided to take bus to changi airport haha... berden cannot find bus... so we walk!! to expo!! haha... den take train to changi... LOL!! took losta photo bt nw lazy upload so another day den load ba... =)

thu rent shows go tim's hse watch haha... i went b4 callin him so he still slpin... n i shock him!! wahaha im so bad... =p its so fun... i shall try it again wahaha!!

fri went children hm wif e cambodia peeps to cc look look n pass them some gifts... den @ nite go trainin @ cc... we practice e demo usin planks... half-inch thick ones... im supposed to do dis elbow thrust wif xin holdin e plank... sir was still explainin den mi n xin act act play play abit den i POKE POKE e plank wif my elbow n it broke!! wahaha!! xin claims to be holdin it very tightly haha...

yesterd was very eventful haha... mornin go bible study wif angie @ amk den meet tim xin n huiying to watch a un-planned movie... Hairspray... n it rocks!! haha... so damn nice la... den rush to tpy wif tim for alpha den go back to amk hub Nebo to join xin,huiying,deon... angie happen to be there oso so played wif her n peeps awhile haha... ate alot... n im sure i AM gettin fat...!! haha!! plus like so long nv train much le o no haha...

today mornin went for 11am service... was alrite except e worship hall very hot ar!! haha... den went for lunch wif tim jiu go hm le... dinner mummy buy zi cha hm... gt butter crab!! haha... who says i cant enjoy food without chilli?? i love my crabs e way it is... *muacks*!! haha...

nabeh...

2007-08-29T19:57:00.000+08:00

gonna move hse... damn it... move move move... move hse v fun isit... gt ppl wan come c hse oso duno hw to say earlier... i nappin lo!! den mummy woke mi up den "DING DONG!!"cb!! ltr i wake up anyhw scold ppl den u noe ar!! arrrrg!! damn it... den nw i wake up use com diam diam liao they c less den 5mins go liao!! nb la! fuck off man... big shot la!!

Ice creammss!!

2007-08-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

wahaha!! today angie treated mi sab n tim to ice cream n waffle @ Gelare... yummmyy!! =) we got Cookie n cream and Chocolate Obsession... shioook! (: THANK YOU ANGIEEE!! haha...

reason for her treat: its a secret... *winks*!!

finally!!

2007-08-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

finally im like done wif my blogskin... sooooo cool rite??!! horizontal de skin lo!! haha... i nv c b4... wahaha!! n blogskins.com onli has like 2 in it... one is wad u're lookin @ nw wahaha!!

hmm... today is tuna sandwich day... e whole day i've been eatin tuna n bread... cuz im lazy to even cook noodle haha!! until my cousin come hm to cook dinner... ^^

omggg.....

2007-08-24T14:44:00.000+08:00

eh my blog's time is seriously very wrong... anyone noe hw to change e time?? HELPP!!!

Its Fri!! =D

2007-08-24T12:53:00.000+08:00

HAHA!! i rmb wad i wanted to say when i wanna edit e last post de... i wanna say i wan to change my blogskin tmr!! :D

bt i think i nw lazy to change le ar... haha... so i decide to nt change it now... plenty of time to change since hols are here... (:

now for photos!! =)

sab n mi bought dis sometime last wk... haha... its in dis vendin machine beside sch mac... e yellow pack is mine n e green pack is hers... inside all same thing though... gt 3 post cards, a leaflet, a note pad n a handphone screen wiper...

i have been playin dis game fm addictinggames.com for a while nw... it's call "BloonTowerDefence"... its like warcraft's TD except it has monkeys for towers and balloons for creeps... haha... finally i gt to e last lvl le... wahaha!!

dis is e card i made for darling for our first mth... i like it soooo much!! (i've thought of keepin it for myself... -.-)

den i oso gif him dis turtle n a badge which says "I'm drowning in your love!" =)

ty sab n angie who help mi choose e turtle haha... =)

dis is wad he gif mi... BADGES!! =) fm precious moments..! and a card n a keychain thingy... :)

one ended up on my handphone pouch... (: they're sooooo cute i love it so much haha...

dinner was @ pastamania haha... n i forgot to take any pics until dessert... so onli gt dessert de pic... haha... =D

i brought dis yesterd in causeway cold storage... its dis cocao drink wif marshmellow... taste sooooo yummy... Yummy wif a capital "Y"!! =D

wootz~! i juz finish dis super long post wif lots n losta photos... wahaha!!

Exams oveerrr!! =D

2007-08-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!! the exams are over le... wahaha!! tt 3 dreadful papers... in a row somemore... haha... over le over le over le!! =D though someone still gt 2 more paper on mon n wed... (Darling dun worry!! u can do it de... gt e weekends to study oso... (: )

today went out wif tim... we watched "Dead Slience" n dinner @ Pastamania... e show was alrite alrite la... nt very scary lo... is like u anticipated something to come out le den nth much come out... haha... aft tt we snack abit den went causeway for pasta n pizza... n i ate sooooo much... haha...

tmr den i upload pics... nw lazy upload haha... =)

eh... i juz opened dis post for editin... bt forgot wad i wanna add... -.-'''

Donuts!! =)

2007-08-19T13:57:00.000+08:00

fri aft trainin darling come find mi... n i was shock/surprise to c him... haha... n he brought surprises!! =)

*muacks*!! share wif my family den i ate e strawberry de yesterd for breakfast... ltr gonna eat e peanut de haha!!

den yesterd mi tim n xin go study @ mac @ king albert park there... tt mac quite nice... n vvvvv big... haha... we brought happy meal den gt dis pink pony thingy...

the pony kissed tim while he slp...

den tim kiss it back...

den it kiss a "shocked" xin...

n e pony stands tall....... :)

here's a short video clip...

Title: The Pony Drinks

Director: Tim

Producer: Tim

Actor: Pony

hey deon!! take care k... u sound so sick last nite... scare mi... im glad its juz infection n fever... u'll be ok in no time... =) exam period nw so take gd care ya... drink losta water!! (:

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